eraser dust

i cannot. i scream.
but they hear whispers.
the pain, the want, the dark.
how am i to forget
that you don’t remember,
i will never understand.
what of promises, what of me.
i am still waiting,
and yet no one but me speaks.

bliss

these are the days set free,
the ones of liberty of love,
those that most dream of.
shall you stay here with me?
listlessness lives on now
but soon will too retire.
lets let all transpire,
and then forget how.

‘nacht’

for so long i have tried to escape,
but for so long i had to wait.
i had to wait and wonder,
the distance like dark.
i still don’t see nor understand,
i remain unsure of the man.
the boy(s) that walked away,
did they look back?
have they ever seen what i lack,
would they recognize my loss?
I wonder and wait.